I feel the entire universe conspiring to find me love
Plotting to give me a semblance of something that I crave
Invisible eyes, fluttering breeze of unknown hands waving me in the directions where I can find shadows of all that my heart desires
But cut me a little slack? Please?
I feel myself currently incapable of accepting anything that falls short of the delusions of my heart and my mind
Emotions in turmoil, convoluted intentions without objective
I am tired…
I really am
I feel the sways of my heart, the tinders of possible roaring flames in my loins
The feel of skin on skin that I cannot deny
But tragically wary of disappointment and disillusionment
I beg to be stuck in these dreams, only to wake to the purest and the most sublime of realities to be fulfilled
I implore thee, god… please let me find it in this lifetime
I promise you, you will have served every purpose of your existence
I don’t want to die without feeling it
I want it to be the truth of an entire lifetime for me and the one that fulfills this
I want my heart to be full and my mind to stop wandering every time I see the face of the one that holds this promise
I want this to be my love
For when I find this,
I know…
Venus and Aphrodite would stand
Bosoms heaving… intense,
a flicker of envy on their lips
But all consuming pride in their eyes
The warmest of hugs from Horus and Hathor…
Rati and Kamadevan playing the music that had been promised but never been heard before
Music for the pure intentioned and only the most sublime of hearts to conjunct to
They will breath a sigh of relief
Realising the reason for their existence have been fulfilled
The prophesied love of Shiva and Shakti realised by mortals
All of the gods celebrating together that humanity has reached the pinnacle of passion
Happiness, sadness, joy and hate
Wind, ice, water, fire and all the elements of earth…
In absolute conjunction
Yes…
For the chosen ones have been found and the true mold has been created
We can all be born,
We can all live
And we can all die in the realisation of true love
For indeed,
We have reached
Our journey was not in vain…
